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so it's been four years.. [22 Apr 2013|09:54pm]
I made a post four years ago, pondering my life and proclaiming that I had "grown-up" ... what a remark to make.

I can't quite remember the mind set I was in at that moment and I am unable to put my finger precisely where I was at that time. i imagine it was dark days of college (a year of my life that I wish I could get back in so many ways, but I am thankful for in so many others) and still unsure of what path I was on. I had given up on art school, that I can remember.

I felt so downhearted at my failure to shine, every chance i took i was unable to make something great of it.. and really it was a wasted year. However I do beleive it was a stalling point that I really needed, without it I wouldn't be in Gray's - I wouldn't have taken the oppertunity to go and make a new life for myself. I have always been a homebird and when I reflect on my teenage years I was shamefully clingy to friends. I have made some of the closest friends of my life here, I am i no way disregarding what I had at home but ... things change. I made great friends at home, lost two, one has come back and one I fear is lost forever? I am heartbroken at this, there is no other way to state it but whatever actions I took they obviously tore a big enough wound, although of course a part of may still holds on to the idea of time being a healer.

I am in third year of art school. I study fine art. I am a sculptor. I still want to teach at some point. I am proud of what I have achieved thus far.

I am also putting of a 3,000 word essay by starting this post... I'll come back to you later.
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hello! [10 Feb 2009|09:14pm]
I read all of my previous entries on sunday , oh how much I have changed!
In the past few years I can safely say that I have grown so much wiser and I never thought that would happen.

Hello to you all who still update lj ( thats really just to alex - we don't speak but your entries are fantastic and has given me something to ponder over in last few years) and hello to everyone else , who like me don't update but just lurk.

Four years ago I would have never ever ever seen myself like this at all, my life didn't go down the path I thought it would , but in some ways I think it's for the best  

in the next four years where will we all be?
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[22 Nov 2007|05:25pm]
 Do you ever feel nervous around that one person? Even though they make you feel more comfortable than ever...
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[02 Nov 2006|12:27am]
[ mood | sad ]

wow.
I have not touched this since the 3rd of august.

I hate school , i wish i could leave right now and go and makes loads of money , tough shit eh ?
I feel exactly the way i did around about this time last year , but totally difrrent , i hate it ! Why do things never ever just turn out good for me ?
I am such a child and love to moan , but what can you do :]
I am Annie , my life is pish.


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[03 Aug 2006|12:06am]

Today is my birthday.
I now pay adult bus fare.

How cool.

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[22 Jun 2006|05:29pm]
Today marks a sad sad day.
A day to be put in the history books.

Today is the day that JJ72 called it quits....

JJ72 PRESS RELEASE

After 11 years and two critically acclaimed albums which have sold in excess of 650k worldwide spawning a series of UK and Ireland chart hit singles including Snow, October Swimmer & Oxygen JJ72 have announced they are to split up with immediate effect due to record company issues. Mark Greaney is currently in the studio working on a new project with more details to be announced shortly.

Statement from JJ72

Reader, we are to let thee know,
JJ72's body only lies below;
For could the grave JJ's soul comprise,
Earth would be richer than the skies.

JJ72 was born during an Easter many seasons ago; today it dies on the cusp of midsummer eleven years later.

Mark Greaney, Fergal Matthews & Sarah Fox wish to express their deepest and darkest gratitude to all of those with impeccable taste who helped and supported the band.

"We remember everything, from mechanical birds in Japan to angels in arid Arizona, from broken bones and Berlin birthdays to predatory Portsmouth spiders. For those who disliked and perhaps despised (gasp) JJ72, thank you - how did beautiful photographs exist without a negative?!

We crafted two monuments of magnificence for the future aural pleasure and pain of all would be JJ believers and doubters....and for those who care not for the passing of the petulant yet powerful pup....shame on you! Thank you to Hilary Woods for being a dazzling damsel and thank you to all who played music in/with the band. You know who you are."

JJ72 decided it was the end as it did not want to undermine its achievements by continuing a ridiculous argument with a label that would not be able to support the release and touring of the third JJ opus - a label who lost funding from Sony/BMG some time ago. 

Such a good band , amazing live .
To everyone out there you missed your chances to see a fantastic band and now they are gone, 

But i'm happy because now they are not under pressure any more and that is cool :)

annie x

" magic mived with mud"
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[18 Jun 2006|12:09am]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

God you know what i hate ?
I hate starudays and sundays theese days , they are so bloody boring to be honest 

I mean  i used to go out every weekend near enough and do homework on a sunday   yet  A) I don't get homework anymore and B) My friends can't go out and to be honest going into town like the old days is a waste of money man so fair enough 
Yet if we do go out we usually need to be back for like a ceratin times or something beacuse my friends are most interesting than me and actually have lives haha , so i feel pathetic in comparison like - which is cool ,i just hope to have a life someday :)
Days are crap haha i hate them , but again i'm not really complaining just rambling filling in time , that is really all i seem to dow now , i mean i know we fill in time all the time , but actually doing something to pass a couple of hours so the clock goes faster and them voom it's back to school , i think that is kind of sad.. 

Filling in time consists of

Talking crap on msn .
Looking at peoples songs changing on msn.
Changing everyones nicknames on msn.
Buliding houses on the sims - then knocking them down.
browsing myspace , livejournal
watching rubbish tv , including BB , BBBM , etc etc etc
and the over watching of , esotsm , amelie ghost world , garden state and girls in love - just beacuse i love russell.

I had BBQ  tonite was good but cold , my dad started a fire was good but warm.
I wish Jon Lennox was on BB so does fiona  so it's cool

I bought Jade a doll thing today beacuse it reminded me of her - has blue eyes and black hair .
I am going to a iranian resturant tomorrow for father days . Could be cool .

anyway yeah ANYONE CAN GET IN TO ART SCHOOL AND GET A DEGREE.  seriously some of the work was utter utter utter crap i mean like something you do in primary school and think wow style , i really do not know how some people got degrees for that work , and i am really only talking about  like the Postgraduate work , blah blah blah

Come see me in argyle street  w.h smiths plz.  you all know you want to seriously.
I don't  but anyway .

I am reading the famous five because i am so bored and i actuallu came on here for a reason and now i have forgotten and god :(

I hate msn , i hate people who sign in and out - even though i do  but i smell like a flipping fireman so it is okay. 

Miss Comer is a lesbo

Goodnite xox and fuck off About the spelling , typing etc  because i do not care

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[18 Jun 2006|12:09am]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

God you know what i hate ?
I hate starudays and sundays theese days , they are so bloody boring to be honest 

I mean  i used to go out every weekend near enough and do homework on a sunday   yet  A) I don't get homework anymore and B) My friends can't go out and to be honest going into town like the old days is a waste of money man so fair enough 
Yet if we do go out we usually need to be back for like a ceratin times or something beacuse my friends are most interesting than me and actually have lives haha , so i feel pathetic in comparison like - which is cool ,i just hope to have a life someday :)
Days are crap haha i hate them , but again i'm not really complaining just rambling filling in time , that is really all i seem to dow now , i mean i know we fill in time all the time , but actually doing something to pass a couple of hours so the clock goes faster and them voom it's back to school , i think that is kind of sad.. 

Filling in time consists of

Talking crap on msn .
Looking at peoples songs changing on msn.
Changing everyones nicknames on msn.
Buliding houses on the sims - then knocking them down.
browsing myspace , livejournal
watching rubbish tv , including BB , BBBM , etc etc etc
and the over watching of , esotsm , amelie ghost world , garden state and girls in love - just beacuse i love russell.

I had BBQ  tonite was good but cold , my dad started a fire was good but warm.
I wish Jon Lennox was on BB so does fiona  so it's cool

I bought Jade a doll thing today beacuse it reminded me of her - has blue eyes and black hair .
I am going to a iranian resturant tomorrow for father days . Could be cool .

anyway yeah ANYONE CAN GET IN TO ART SCHOOL AND GET A DEGREE.  seriously some of the work was utter utter utter crap i mean like something you do in primary school and think wow style , i really do not know how some people got degrees for that work , and i am really only talking about  like the Postgraduate work , blah blah blah

Come see me in argyle street  w.h smiths plz.  you all know you want to seriously.
I don't  but anyway .

I am reading the famous five because i am so bored and i actuallu came on here for a reason and now i have forgotten and god :(

I hate msn , i hate people who sign in and out - even though i do  but i smell like a flipping fireman so it is okay. 

Miss Comer is a lesbo

Goodnite xox

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[22 May 2006|11:10am]
[ mood | happy ]

I turn 16 this year in the rough estimate of 9 weeks. For some people 16 is not a big deal  , they don't feel different it just another figure -continuous aging.

To me 16 seems like a daunting time . After turning this age i have to start taking things seriously. To think in two years time roughly i will have to step into the big bad world seems scary , no , It is terrifying.

Sometimes i wish i was Peter Pan. Sometimes actually i feel like Peter Pan to be honest  but it's only because i feel if i grow up i will loose everything i love and feel safe with ... I've seen it happen to other people and i don't like the idea of loosing good friends and little routines.
So Feeface yes i do have to grow up and sometime soon.

But the problem is i don't really know how to ... 


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[14 May 2006|12:12pm]
Happy Birthday to you !
Happy Birthday to you !
Happy Birthday dear Jadeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Happy Birthday to you !

Jade is 16 today.
She is better than you and if you don't know it then fuck off.

My bestest best best friend in the whole world :D

have a great day  

xoxox
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[17 Apr 2006|10:48am]
Monday monday !!

People be alive , i want to do something today as i am bored and need something to do !

ooo in the sims i d.loaded this teleporter thing its well wicked . ya !

Fiona parker if you read this - whaat the hell am i studying for in space physics :S

to veryone else , someone please get in contact with me or some shizz beause i feel dead.

thanking you !
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[16 Apr 2006|07:13pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

Fuck the moaning post
.

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[07 Apr 2006|09:52am]
[ mood | jubilant ]

Fuck me btw !

Placebo = fucking amazing :D wow was so good no it wasn't good it was fantatsic , so good my throat is raw as hell :( BUT I DO NOT CARE ¬!¬


PLACEBO , PLACEBO PLACEBO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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[19 Mar 2006|12:00am]
i miss jade , its shite get me my fucking jadester back i mean fucksake man i cannae even seak to her nemores wtf ?

:'( i miss her so much and its onpoy a werek , i mean fucksake and a half jade come bback man i miss u , i mean it may sound like im a pure clingy bastard but i dont care
missing u deraly annie xoxoxoxoxoxoxxo
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[18 Mar 2006|12:35pm]
[ mood | tired ]

uh-oh my mp3 player is not being cool.. its being a fanny actually .

August is a long way away but i think it's time to join the nano nano world seeing as i've began to like them , maybe there shall be a new thing out in august ?

hmm...

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[31 Jan 2006|06:22pm]
OMFG!!!!!!!!!
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placebo pleassde


get me tickets oir i might die


thanks.com
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[31 Dec 2005|05:28pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Ireland was shite.
Im in a hateful mood.

2005 was quite a shite year , sorry to say i can hardly rem. anything good about it really except from meeting the band who changed the way i looked at things.

So many people have changed and in someways i don't like it - at all.I think im included into that by the way.
You know what i really hate ? Having nothing that is mine , its really childish i know but im one of those people who are childish and little things count and that makes me sad.

Ireland made me think an awful lot about somethings and i feel like i've lost true thoughts about things and im just faking the way i feel .. that sounds weird , but i know what i mean.

I've cried so much this year its quite shocking to be honest , and really pathetic im such a freak.

I wish my life was a little bit better in someways . I don't know why im rambiling , no one reads this and no one really cares to be honest .

I wish it was this time last year i had so much fun i spent the new year with one of the best people in the world.

To sum up my last year the words i have to say are :Bois Bois Bois + Sinead , 51 busses starbucks ,tears,physics, a fake powercut , msn and JJ72.

Maybe 2006 might be better without the above it wont for sure.

x

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[22 Dec 2005|12:14am]
Ugh.

Everyone is doing the change type thing entry at the moment and its stupid if u ask me .

Everyone changes if they didnt they would be in the smae postion they were in so don't even say you havent changed beacuse that would be stupid and just so crap okay ?
and im tired and that type of thing annoys me

me i've changed of course i have , everyone has i mean i now wear dreeses a hell of a lot more and of course im fatter than last year so y'know :) I've changed and i think im slightky louser and i know slightly more people don't much like me and that i've lost some ceratin people but thats the way things are ok ?

Things do CHANGE and so do PEOPLE .

so piss of you disagree because i don't really want to hear.
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[17 Dec 2005|05:50pm]
Well i feel like i have been away for agggess today

but i haven't
I went into town all by myself .

Haha oh wells it was good :) i bought starbucks and walked about , listening to music and then i went to starbucks suchihall street and bought starbucks again and after looking in buchannan galleries i sat in borders for a wee bit with another starbucks so it was all good.

Then i went to the art store and spent 45 mins looking at everything , i never get bored of that shop .
I proceeded to central where o stopped and got another starbucks :) and i met people from 3rdmyear who were goin to the c atty , charly od is goin :| oof wells

i am now home from church and like im eating so u know :)


au revoirs !!!xxx
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[09 Dec 2005|12:02am]
[ mood | crappy ]

I hate life actually .
I feel the way i did last year at this time and it sucks :(

im liking people for no reason and blah blah blah .

The end of this year has been a bit shite in someways btw its crap.
I wish i could change stuff ...but i cant so y'know

blah.

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